halfway

I wouldn't say things are perfect, because nothing ever is, but things have been better. I've tried my best to keep to what I believe is the best choice for me, but that doesn't mean I didn't fall through once or twice, but I've learnt from various people, it's okay. I don't have to go through this perfectly. It's okay to fall down every now and then, because after falling, you stand up and start again.

I knew it was going to be a lonely road, but it hasn't been like that at all, which has been very comforting. I've finally been able to close the door behind me and have found support and love in people who have opened a door to me. haha cliche. It's been great, but I'm not out of the woods yet.

first place

I've been told that I should make an effort in order to have something I shouldn't have to make an effort with in the first place. I just don't understand, isn't it already enough effort in what I am doing now? Why do I have to try anymore when..

fed up

I'm not bothered by your immature behavior, does it really look like I want to be anything like you? A total try hard in life? You don't make me jealous, not in the least bit. I used to think you were this person that had this outrageous life and having the time of your life, but now having a real look at you and the people you surround yourself in, why would I want to surround myself around people who give me an eye sore? I don't care if I sound harsh, but I am just fed up with your little games and just want to tell it how it is, because I'm not like you.

But I find it so funny, this whole time you're out to make me feel insecure, when really, I know you're actually the one jealous of me.