I wouldn't say things are perfect, because nothing ever is, but things have been better. I've tried my best to keep to what I believe is the best choice for me, but that doesn't mean I didn't fall through once or twice, but I've learnt from various people, it's okay. I don't have to go through this perfectly. It's okay to fall down every now and then, because after falling, you stand up and start again.
I knew it was going to be a lonely road, but it hasn't been like that at all, which has been very comforting. I've finally been able to close the door behind me and have found support and love in people who have opened a door to me. haha cliche. It's been great, but I'm not out of the woods yet.